7 may. 2003
Encroaching depression. It seems to spike for me in early May. Approaching anniversary of father's death (three years ago)? The prospect of summer with diminished finances and a broken-down house? Panic at clutter and lack of organization? I couldn't sleep well last night. Yesterday was a complete fiasco. I should know when to disengage, but I make the same mistake over again. Why is that?